Wow, that seemed like the longest 3 weeks of my entire life. We got back from break the first week of January and it has been not stop work, studying, and reviewing for finals. And the last two weeks has been nothing but finals, since the school decided to split it up this year and not make finals as overwhelming. That didn’t turn out too well, because everyone thought it was more exhausting and overwhelming. But in any case, it’s all a learning experience.
Not quite sure how my overall grades or GPA turned out, since I still need to talk to a few teachers and things here and there, but overall it shouldn’t be too terrible, but I know I can always do better next semester. No one is perfect after all, so there’s always room for improvements.
I’ve had a pretty long semester it seems like. So much has happened in my life in just so little time. These are times I’ll never forget thats for sure. Some highlights of the semester would have to be being back from China and seeing slight improvements each time I go to the eye doctor, being more involved in school, meeting new poeple diagnosed or effected with LHON in someway, my 16th birthday, friends and family who are always there for me, knowing those who went to China and came back with improvements, and so much more. Seems like the list can just go on forever and ever.
And no one understand who awesome this past year has been so far! Just glad finals are over. They always put so much stress on students and a bit overwhelming. It’s just somehting we have to do, and never ends until we graduate college. So, I’ll get used to it, which I pretty much am by now.
Anywyas, I have a lot to look forward to this semester as well. Hmm…Our family might consider taking my brother to Chian as well to do the stem cell treatment since I went last summer and saw good improvements. But everything is still up in the air right now, because of so many things. And if he goes, I so want to go and see everyone in Qingdao. I miss everyone there! And if you keep up with my blog, that’s awesome,a nd hope you guys are all doing well. Even through you busy schedules, its nice to recieve an email from you here and there. I love hearing from all of you guys!
This semester I’ll have to work harder than ever to finish my Junior year strong.! Colleges will definitely look at how well I’m doing in school, so I can’t slack off now. Not like I’ll ever do that anywyas. I always try to keep as postive and modivated as possible to do well. If someone tells me I can’t do something, then I’ll try to do it anyways. I’ll also have to be on a lookout ofr what college I might consider going to after I graudate. It’s scary to think that I apply in less than a year for colleges. I don’t even know what I want to do with my life. LoL Not sure exactly what college I want to go to, but I do know that I want to major in psychology and maybe minor in child develpment. I think it will be super fun, because those are both things that I love with all my heart. I know I’ll do good. poeple say I work well with kids and am also a good listener. So, if you ever need anyone to talk to, you know I’ll always be here.
I also have SATs and ACTs to get ready for. That’s intense…so much pressure on these tests these days. It’s so nerve wrecking to do so well. It would be terrible to have a bad day and do poorly, but I think I’ll do fine if I just do some studying here and there. I’m not too worried about it now, but when the time gets closer I might start freaking out.
And there’s always prom this year! Woot for junior prom! LoL Not sure if I’ll be asked, or even if I’ll go, but its something to look forward to in the near future. And I so want to go, but we’ll see what happens. I wouldn’t even mind if I just went with a bunch of my friends and just had an amazingly awesome time. I think its fun just to do something to end the year. So, we’ll see life takes me by the time it gets closer to prom.
Wow, I still can’t get over how much has happened in so little time. Things just keep happening and I just can’t keep up with all this excitement it seems like.
Ok. well since finals are over and all that pressure is off. I’ll be sure to update every once in awhile regarding my schooling, grades, tests, family, friends, improvements in vision for sure, and anything else that seems to happen to me these days.
Hope everyone started out the year beautifully!
-Michell
January 24th, 2010
Whoa! Where has the tiem gone!? I seriously cannot believe its 2010 already! That’s ridiculously crazy!!! I’m looking forward to this upcoming year though, and so should the rest of you.
There is so much for everyone to look forward to in life. No matter what happens just try to make the best of things. Fall semester of my junior year is quickly coming to an end, and I’ll have to be ready for spring semester. Time is just passing so fast, sometimes I don’t know what to do, but I just have tjo go with the flow. That’s all we can do.
Haha it’s so crazy, but I realized in a year in a half I graduate from high school. That’s a scary thought if you ask me, but super exciting at the same tiem. We’ll see what happens when the time is closer, but for now I have so much living to do!
Anyways, I know all of you guys are super anxious to know how I’m doing. So, just to start the year off right, I’m doing fantastic. Life is good. I will learn to love to live, and definitely live to love!!!
My winter break is coming to an end, and its been a good couple of weeks I’ve been able to relax and just spend time with the family. All the stress, worries, uncertainity, or anything else that may have been going in my life just took a pause in my life. I used this break to do whatever and enjoy time off from school, and what ever else I wanted. It’s been really enjoyable actually. Now, I can’t say I want tjo go back to school, cause who would actually say that, but I’m definitely ready. I’m going to start this new year and decade as strong as I possibly can. I’m not going to let anyone stop me or bring me down, because I’m too stubborn and determined to let that happen to me. LoL
And for my vision, its been pretty stable. There hasn’t been anything that I’ve noticed that was too outa the ordinary. I do practice reading things in large print, and regular print if I can. I do get tired of reading sometiems, but then I just take a nap and I’m ready to go again. I still haven’t sued Braille yet, which is a good thing. I used to rely on Braille in a way. That used to be my prefered method of reading for textbooks and other school materials, and now I don’t even consider it as an option! Also, as I’m typing this for all of you eager people…I’m not using any type of magnification as I’m writing this. I’ve been having some strange problem with my Supernova on my laptop actually. It’s on a USB, and its a new version and all, but used to go to a smaller font li
January 2nd, 2010
Hope everyone had a great holiday so far. I’ve been meaning to post on Christmas or somewhere around then, but I guess I just never got around to it. Well…hope everyone had a great time with loved ones.
I had a nice Christmas with family…those that were here that is. And it did seem a bit different this year but nonetheless it was still a good Christmas. I always enjoy spending time with the people I love.
Oh, and to those who have recently gone to China, or may still be there….Hope you guys see AMAZING results in the year to come. This 2010 will probaly be awesome for everyone. No matter what comes out of these stem cells for you, I know you’ll see some kinda improvement. I pray for each and everyone of you all the time. Either way, I know you have been a blessing in my life, and have definitely made a difference in others. It may seem tough now, but I do know that it does get better.
Let me know how everyone is doing with your improvements, about life, or just anythign in general. I just love hearing from you guys once in awhile.
Have an awesome rest of the holiday season!!!
December 31st, 2009
I can’t believe its been a little over 5 months since I’ve been in China. I’ve been thinking everyone there during this holiday season thats for sure. I miss everyone, and it snice to get an email from you every now and then, but I understand we’re all busy.
I remember the translators and especially Dr.Tony always telling me that in order for these stem cells to work to keep a positive attitude, stay happy, and try to be stresfree and carefree. Many people might think that might be iculus, but when I first heard about that I honestly thought it jwould be a piece of cake. Like how hard could it be…I’m usually optimistic, always smiling, and hardly ever let anything bother me. Little did I know…it’s ALOT harder than I thought.
This whole semester was definitely not how I ever imagined it owuld be. Everything has been extremely difficult for me physically, emotionally, and mentally. It’s like sometimes I don’t even know waht to do anymore. Not sure who to turn to, what to do next, it’s like I’m lost in this changing world and I don’t know what to do.
Before I thought I had energy as if I was the energizer bunny or something, and now…I’m super tired all the time. This could be a normal teenage thing you might say, but I don’t think so. I useed to survive with 3-6 hours of sleep and it would be no big deal. Currently, I sleep 7-10 hoursa night, but yet I still ge etremely tired thorughout the day. Lack of energy is what I have…and it makes me feel horrible. Also, during the begining of the semester, I cme home everday when I didn’t have to stay after school for some sort of practice and jwould pass out in my room or on the couch even for that matter. Now,I just dont have the time to take naps, so I will attempt to sleep earlier and thats just not working. It does help to keep myself busy though in shcool, but latley it seems as though I’m not modivated enough to do certain things. I still believe things will get better…Just not sure how soon that will be. Either way, I’m sure this is what God wants for me, and will have to learn to manage…
It seems like my emotions have been an ever changing rollar coaster these days. And for those who knw me, and had the chance to know me, I was definitely not like this before. This change is so hard for me, and it seems like no one is there to understand that. One minute I will over joyed with happiness, and the next I’m like depressed and cry my eyes out it seems like. It’s like this bipolar reaction I have to certain things. I wonder why these things are happening, but I guess it’ll be a mystery to us all. I must admit, the hardest thing about being so emotional has to be that I’m one to not show my emotions towards others. Therefore, I usually just keep quiet when somethings bothering me or just try to be happy, which I’ve learned to get really good at. This happens to me most when I’m at school, church, hanging with frineds, and even family…but mainly anywhere out int he public. It’s not something I particular like to do, but I’ve been doing it my whole life practically…So, now it feels like I have to be one tjo hide my emotions and always be brave and try to be happy. It’s hard, but I don’t know what else to do. I don’t anyone understand what I’m going through, how I feel, or how hard I have to try sometimes. I just want to be like I was before. I was always so happy, optimistic, and always believed int he best. I was always such a high achiever as well. And now, I won’t say I’m not that person, but thigns has definitely changed. But then again, life does have its ups and downs. I guess I’m at a down moment in life…again.
Now, I’m mentally exhausted of everything I’ve done and it brings on a lot of stress. I’m involved in many things, and they all take commitment, but I’m used to that. Now, I’m not sure if I can handle all that. I want to prove myself and everyone else who say I cannot do it, that they’re wrong. Currently, I’m in debate, mock trial, youth group, piano, volunteer work, key club, asian club, peer counseling, and the list goes on and on it seems like. But on top of all that, I need to focus on keeping up my grades. At first, that didn’t seem like a challenge at all. Life was good, teachers were really cooperative, and all worked out. And then I don’t even know what happened, but teachers didn’t listen when I needed certain accomadations. Others didn’t understand how to teacher one with a visual impairment. I try being patient with them, and now its towards the end of the semester, and my parents are definitely not happy with how things are looking, but neither am I. I strongly believe with my determination and stubborness I can get my grades up where they’re supposed to be by the end of the semester. I’ve done it before, and I can definitley do it again. If I really want something that badly, I can do anything!
The only prblem with all that is that I’ve loss modivation on certain things. I wouldn’t exactly say that I’ve given up, because I would never do such a thing, but I am definitely unsure of many things in life though. Before, I used to be so sure of things. I knew what I wanted and what ot aim for in life…all that has changed. The only thing I know that is I want my vision back more than anything…
No one understands what its liek to live with a vision loss, unless you’ve actually been there yourself. There are people in life who make it seem easy and ok, but its really not. I know many friends, family, and others believe I make it seem so easy for me to live with a visual disability, but still can be so outgoing, social, semi-successful, and faithful to the Lord. But I honestly do try to make it seem that way, because I do not want anyone feeling sorry for me, or anything like that. I will admit it is super hard sometimes though, and no one will ever understand the challenges and hurdle sI’ve had to go thorugh for the past 6 years. \
This is the time of my life where I should be getting my permit, if not my driver’s license my now. And look at me now, relying on my dad to drive from place to place and if he’s buys hoping someone else can take me, if I’m lucky. Don’t get me wrong, I appreciate everything everyone has done for me, especially my parents, since I completely understand this is probaly hard for them as well. But its so hard to hear all my friends talking about getting their permit or license, or even getting a car as a gift…
It’s like I don’t even have the independence to drive myself places. I don’t mind others taking me, but its not as convient I think. Somehow, I feel as though its holding me back from life. For example, there are times I want to go somewhere, and my parents don’t want to go. Therefore, that leaves us here at home, when I could of just driven myself. And now its not even an option at the moment. Sometimes, it seems like others have their lives so much better than me. But I know I know…everyone has their own sufferings and problems, but some aren’t as visible as others. These sufferings and hard times is what makes us a stronger person. I do believe thats true, and think of it often.
And it kinda bugs me sometiems when so many asks for electronic items or materialistic things for Christmas, when there’s so many other thigns we could be asking for. I’m not saying its bad to have materialistic things, because I myself have done the same. But I’ve been thinking a lot about families who don’t have enough, soldiers who can’t be home with their families, and suffering all over the world. Honestly, this year all I want is happiness, love, support, and most of all the estoration f myvision. I dnt think can ask for anthing more. There is anything that can replace my health, love,a nd happiness. And support plays a keyfactor as well, because I want to know and feel that what I’m doing is the right thing…
Sorry, if this was an extrmely long post today. I guess since I haven’t posted in awhile I had a lot to say. But I think I just wanted to vent and let everything out that was bother me. Even though it might not be everything, it does make me feel better. Also, I wanted everyone to know as happy as I am, I also have my ups and downs. I do get confused and ually unse.So, its normal if you are feeling depressed, uncertain, or just have a rollar coaster of emotions. That’s the way life is.
Remember, if life gives you a lemon, make lemonade. And if you never heard that before, it t means if life throughs you a situation, just try to make the best of it.
I’ll try to update more when I can. Now, that I’m break for th eholidays, I mihgt have a couple more things to blog abou bereI go back to school. I’m sorta looking forward for two weeks off to ut take it easyand see how life treats me.
Take Care
December 19th, 2009
Christmas day will be exactly one month since I’ve been to the eye doctor. It’s so strange how time passes so quickly during the holidays and when your just busy. But I didn’t forget about my blog and knew I’d find the time to update it, since everyone is so eager to hear about the good and/or bad results.
I had a pretty early appointment, and was so ready to go to hear all the good news the doctor would give me. This is a different doctor than I went to see a few months ago. Now, I see the first eye doctor I went to, even before I got diagnosed. It was qutie an experience I must say. I did every test they had it seemed like, which was pretty much the same tests they do at that eye clinic in downtown Qingdao. It was neat to actually experience those same tests and procedures in the United States.
Well, my dad and I both wait anxiously in the room awaiting the doctor and his results. We weren’t sure what the outcome would be. As usual he did the eye chart test, which was hard for me actually at first. Since I haven’t been there in so long, I honestly wasn’t used to the chart being so far away. So, I coudl only read the first row in both eyes, which was the same as the last time. It was at least good to know things were stable or whatever.
And then he started off with trying different lenses and magnifiers, asking if I could see the chart with them. Surprising enough, I was able to read the second and third row with these lenses. And just to make sure I wasn’t just fooling myself or him, we tested this at least 5 times. Everytime I got it correct. This might not seem like a big deal to many, but it is because patients who have an optic nerve problem are usually not able to get it corrected with glasses. And just to see slight improvement slike that made my dad, because it could probaly help me in readying, studying, etc. Maybe one day it might even help me in driving! That would be the best Christmas EVER, if that happened, and I believe someday it will. I have no doubt what so ever.
So, I had the oppurtunity finally to be prescribed with glasses that would help some, but I’m hoping it will help more in the future when I see mor eimprovements. Therefore, I decided not to purchase glasses just quite yet, since they are kinda costly and will probaly be more of a benefit once I see mor eimprovements or what the entire time. So, maybe after my next eye doctor’s appointment, I’ll consider the fact whether or not I want glasses.
I was so excite dto visit Dr.Terry Cole again, since he did such a tremendous job of explaining every possiblity I had or could do. He was super patient and tried to help me come up with the best thing tjo do for the meantime. It seems as though he works alot with low vision patients , since he knows so much about it and had a good variety of low vision equipment. He had things like magnifiers, CCTVs, etc. Since I’ve had LHON for 6 years, I was qutie familiar with all of this equipment, but it was neat to see a doctor so familiar and explaining all of these thigns to me. He explained how helpful they were to his other patients and reccommended certain things or what not.
Overall, I would say it was a useful and worth while doctor’s appointment. It went so well this time, I just can’t wait until next time. As of now, I’m not sure when my next appintment will be. It will either be in 6 months or a year, but I’ll be sure to let you all know for sure.
Hope everyone is enjoying their holiday season!
December 19th, 2009
I hope everyone has the most amazing Thanksgiving ever! This is the time where we should reflect and be greatful for what we have. There is so much in life that we can be thankful for.In my life, I’m honestly thankful for so much and will always be…
I am most thankful for my wonderful parents. My parents have been there through all the good and bad times in my life. Everything in their power, they tried anything to have a better quality of life for both my brother and I. For example, when we were first diagnosed we took any medication possible praying that it would help. We did an IV, hoping the process would be quicker. Nothing seemed to work…We were just told that we had to live the way that we were, because there was nothing they could do for LHON. Did the stop my parents…? Of course not, people and doctors all tell us no only made them more determined for them to find us a treatment or some kind of hope. It was April of this year that we discovered the possibility of China and the wonders of stem cell treatment. My parents didn’t hesitate, but jumped at the oppurtunity of taking me. It was a risk, but that didn’t bother them. They knew if this was meant for me, then I would see a miracle out of this experience. Through our family prayers and determination, I’m seeing more improvements by the week. I would not have had this amazing oppurtunity, if it weren’t for my parents.
I am also thankful for all the wonderful family and friends I have. I know some of you had second thoughts about me going to China, but there were those who supported us every step of the way. Either way, I am thankful for having you in my life. Even you don’t know it, everyone of you had made a difference in my life one way or another. I know whenever si need something, I can always count on you guys. It doesn’t matter if you live across the street, country, or even the world. All of you are in my heart, and think of you guys often. You guys are special to me and don’t know what I’d do without you in my life.
I am thankful for those I met in China. We became so close while spending a month together in China. It was so nice to hear all of your wonderful stories and experiences. It was so comforting to my mom and I, knowing we weren’t the only one going through this. My experience in China differently wouldn’t be the same without you there. It was awesome to grow so close so quickly. It was like we became a family in a matter of days. You guys will always be known as my China family.
And of course I have to be thankful for Beike and the staff at Chengyang People’s Hospital in Qingdao China. All of the representitives from Beike were so nice and always willing to answer whatever little questions we may have. They did whatever they could to make as comfortable as possible in the hospital. They wanted our stay to be as pleasant as it possibly could. And the staff in Chengyang People’s Hospital were so welcoming the second we were picked up from the airport. They were all so friendly and did whatever they could to make you feel welcome or happier. The doctors were are so happy, and tried to answer any questions you had as quickly as possible. And they were usually pretty flexible with your schedule, if you wanted to go out for the day or something. And the translators worked long hours, but also made sure that we had what we needed, and whenever they had to chance tried to take us around the town. Everyone there made the trip a bit more enjoyable.
And of course there is so much more that I can be thankful for. The list can go on and on, and I just don’t have time to list them all. But all of this leads to the fact that I’m thankful for the improvements that these stem cells have done for me. I’ve lived with LHON for 6 years now, and have been praying for a miracle, and I believe that this could be my miracle. China wouldn’t have been a possiblity, if it wasn’t for my parents, friends, family, and of course Beike itself. Well, I’m glad I see improvements each day and hope that I see more in the future months. I know I have to be patient while I let these stem cells grow and work miracles in me.
I hope everyone is able to think of the many things they have been blessed with and be thankful for this holiday season.
November 27th, 2009
To everyone effected with LHON or a family member who’s effected:
This post is for everyone who’s been able to contact me or have read this blog. There are friends, family members, or yourself who have LHON and took the time to comment my blog, email, or even find me on facebook. It’s been such a pleasure talking to you all. As busy as I may be sometimes, its so great to recieve a message from one of you. Honestly, you guys brighten my day, it lets me know that this blog had achieved a purpose and I was able to reach it.
You guys may think I’m inspirational or your hero as some of you have told me. I truly believe you are my inspiration and my modivation. I know if I ever need a word of encouragement, you’ll always be there. It’s quite comforting actually.
It has been such a blessing to be able ot talk to all of you. I’ve made some great friends through this blog, email, and that LHON facebook group. I hope to stay in contact with you for awhile, and never know what the future brings for us. We may even be able to meet one day, if we make it happen. It would be lots of fun.
Also, none of you guys ever have to worry if your bothering me or not, because your not. I will always try to make the time to talk to you. It’s an incredible experience for me, that I’m unable to even put into words. It’s so great to hear everyon’s stories and know what they’re actually going through. Or how people have delt with certain things and how I’ve had some of their similar experiences. When you think no one has any idea what your going through or how you feel, your wrong. My family and I…especiall me have gone through those experiences and am not afraid to tell you about those things now. I’[m here to tell you all the things I’ve had to go through and how it had made me a better person and you can be the same way.
Well, just wanted to let everyone know you have made a difference in my life. I can’t thank you guys enough for all you’ve done. I’ve been able to share my story now with so many people. And I hope to hear from more of you guys who have yet not had the time or oppurtunity to contact me. Or even to those who haven’t been able to find my blog.
I will always be here whenever you need for questions, concerns, or comments. Or if you just want to check in with me. I’m usually pretty quick about replying to messages and what not.
Again, my email address is michellgip@hotmail.com
Hope everyone is doing well. And during this month, take a moment and think of something you are thankful for and how good life. Just use the rest of this month to reflect on the positive, and try not to think about the worries, stress, and concerns you may have on life no matter what it may be. It’s hard, but I know you guys can do it.
Take Care
November 22nd, 2009
Hello Everyone,
It’s almost winter and time for the busy holidays. If anyone is traveling during this holiday season, hope you have a safe and wonderful trip. I know this is the time to be spending with family and to be thankful for everything you may have. I am clearly thankful for the family, friends, and everything I may have. I am so blessed to be living the life that I’m currently in. I wouldn’t want to change it for anything. At this point in my life, I believe it can only get better.
Now, that we’re quickly approaching winter, I’ve been noticing how extrmely cold and tired I’ve been lately. I’m usually not like that at all, ask anyone who’s known me for awhile. I’m usually pretty energetic and the cold weather does not bother me one bit. For some crazy reason thats starting to change. Not sure if its because of the way time has changed, or its because of these stem cells. I’ve noticed certain things in my everday life that has changed since returning from China. It’s possible, but I’m not sure. And not sure if I’ll ever know exactly what it si though.
Last year, I was able to go to bed around midnight or alter, and wake up at 5:45am with no big deal. I had a pretty rigorous schedule and had tons of homework. This year I took a step back from that kind of course work, but now not being able to wake up on time. I regularly sleep at 11pm and can’t even wake up by 6am if I’m lucky. It’s been so weird. I have just been so tired all the time it seeems like. People don’t always realize how exhausted I amy be, but its totally different and I’m definitely not sued to it. Whenever I don’t have any type of practice after school, I usually come home and take a few hour nap. I have to do that now, since it seems like I don’t even have the energy to complete mmy homework. It’s kinda weird, and not sure exactly what’s causing this.
Also, I said before that the cold doesn’t bother me, but now I’m cold all the time. It doesn’t matter how warm try to be or how many layers of clothing I wear. It’s like nothign seems to help. I live here in Fresno, CA and its only about 50-60 degrees farenheit and its like I’m freeezing all th etime. It’s pretty ridiculos, if you ask me. For example, this time last year I would we3ar a light sweater and an undershirt. Now, I have to wear an under shirt, long sleeve, and jacket. I don’t even like wearing jackets, but at least its an attempt to try to keep myself warm. It’s so weird. I have to wear just as many layers when I go to bed at night, despite havign the heater on in our house.
All of this happened, and I have no idea why. I’m not sure if thsi just happens to people over time, because people change over awhile. I don’t know if this could be from stem cells or what. It’s a mystery to me, but it doesn’t bother me at all. I just find it kinda weird and semi interesting I guess. It doesn’t matter to me if this is a reaction from the stem cells or something, because the main purpose is to have my vison back to its full restoration and I believe it will happen. I full confidence and faith that I will restore my vsion. I’m not going to let anyone try to convince me that I’m wrong, because I know I’m not. I just have to have faith and believe.
Well on that note, I hope everyone gets a lot of rest during this holiday season. Also, try to stay as warm as possible no matter where you may be from.
Will post later when I get the chance.
-Michell
November 20th, 2009
I have another eye doctor’s appointment coming up. I’m kinda looking forward tho this appointment, because I’ve been seeing a ffew improvements and want to know how well I’ve been doing by the tests that they give me.
I’m also excited, because I think if my optic nerves are starting to devolop and regenerate, I’m hoping i’ll be able to where glasses are something and that will make a difference in my daily life as well. And every little difference is a blessing from God I believe.
I’ll just be going to a regular eye doctor here in town, not any LHON specialist or anything like that. Honestly, that’s more than we can handle right now. We think its just as great to see an eye doctor in town. We don’t feel a need to see a specialist quite yet.
I think I will see good results form these stem cells and the next eye doctor’s appointment. I just need the help from everyone. I need your support, word of encouragement, and especially your prayers. I’ve had many people ask me how they could help. All I ask of everyone is your thoughts and prayers. I honestly believe in the power of prayer. The more people I having praying, the more God knows how much I want this, and how much the rest of you guys want this to happen for me. So, all I ask is for your thoughts and prayers for good resutls at this next doctor’s appointment.
God Bless Everyone
November 2nd, 2009
THANK YOU MOM AND DAD FOR THE MOST AMAZING PARTY!!!
I don’t even know hwo to put it into words, but I’ll try to do the best I can. My birthday was nearly a month ago and it was great to celebrate it the best ever. I had the most amazing time and I’m blessed to have my parents to thank for that.
On Saturday, October 3rd 2009 I was blessed to have my party at TorNino’s Banquet Hall and had about 60 friends and family. It was beautiful and so tahnkful for eveeryone who was able to make it. Sorry, to everyone who wasn’t able to be there for one reason or another.
Anyways, this party was formal, in a banquet hall, DJ, and the whole 9 yeards. My parents went all out for this party and don’t know how it could of been any better. Everyone I knew were so surprised and shocked to how grea it was and how much time and effort put into it. In reality, we did not put much time into it since our family are such procrastinators. Bt with our last minute preparation, everything turned out fantastic. Eventually I’ll try to post a picture on here of how I looked at my party…maybe.
Even though my parents spent all the money to take me to China over summer, they we’re even willing to throw the party of my dreams. They did it so willingly and greatfully. I’m just one of the luckier kids who have such great parents. I know not to take what I have for granted, because it will eventually disappear if I do. I learn to live life day by day and live it to its fullest.
So, as we let a miracle work within me and let these stem cells work. We can proove to everyone out there that these stem cells are working and I will be able to see one day. It has made a difference in my life so far and will make more in the near future.
It’s too bad that everyone can’t be as lucky as I am. I’m so blessed to be born into the family that I’m in adn to have the parents that I do. I don’t think I can be any more blessed. God is so good! I know I probaly don’t thank you enough for what you do, but I really do appreciate everything you’ve done in my life. You’ve alwasy been there for all the good and bad times. When I fall, your there to pick me up. When I accomplish something, you’re always there to celebrate with me. It’s so awesome and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
I had a freakin awesome birthday! And for that birthday, I hope for the most amazing year! We’ll see what happens and plan to let the world know by updaing my blog!
LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD FOR BEING IN MY LIFE AND GIVING ME THE BEST BIRTHDAY A GIRL COULD EVER ASK FOR!!! I CAN’T THANK YOU ENOUGH!!!
November 2nd, 2009
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